‘I am losing myself’ – Blessing CEO cries out [VIDEO]

Blessing CEO, a controversial Nigerian self-acclaimed relationship expert, has broken down in tears publicly, apologising to Nigerians and asking for forgiveness over her past words and actions.

Blessing CEO made the appeal in an emotional post shared on her Instagram page, where she described herself as confused, broken and exhausted.

In the post, she admitted that she had spoken carelessly about pains she had never experienced, adding that she now understands the impact of her words.

She said, “l am so sorry. Why are you looking at me?

“What do u want me to do, tell me because I am confused, my brain is so numb, the only thing I see is darkness, everywhere just blur for my eyes.

“Go ahead and mock me, yes throw my own words and mistake to my face maybe I would learn that way.

“Is this not hard enough, where everything no longer makes sense. I am sorry, I am so so sorry, for speaking about the pains I have never felt carelessly.

“I am sorry, so sorry because I am realizing that talk is cheap but action is loud. I am only human, with blood flowing through my Vains so I am bound to make mistakes, mistakes have a price and that is what I am paying for now.

“With my tears. I am so broken to the point that I am loosing myself. Pray for me because I am exhausted from praying by myself.

“So I will say this over and over again, I am sorry to everyone I have hurt with words and actions, now I can feel every bit of your pain that I once mocked.

“To those who still love me despite my mistakes I am sorry, to those who no longer love me because of my actions, I am sorry.

“I am back home like the prodigal son in the Bible and I am not ashamed coming back home where I had abundance, instead of eating crumbs. On the street.

“I am that prodigal child who is not ashamed to make a U turn from my lost direction. Let’s start all over again, now that I have learnt the lessons in a very hard way.

“To my son who passed,Dum dum like I call him, I miss you and I promise to correct every wrong to kee lo making you proud in heaven. Your brother misses you too including granny, your bestie Amara and daddy too. We miss you so much.

“But no problem, I hope you are resting peacefully, why you watch us over here as a guidance angel.”

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